it's in the stars

my glamour horoscope says:

 on may 4th, mars introduces you to someone you were destined to meet -- and who may change the course of your life. could be biz or pleasure, either way it's major. be open-minded about new people.

my whole world stopped for a second when i read this and i haven't been able to stop thinking about it since. i know this is just silly magazine stuff and there are millions of scorpios out there but i am fascinated by astrology and truly believe that everything happens for a reason. so, i know that i was supposed to buy that glamour even though i haven't read that magazine in at least a year and i know i was supposed to read my horoscope. i just know it. so, i will carry on. i will patiently wait for may 4th and i will hope that my eyes are open enough to realize who i am supposed to meet. 

and, while i wait, is it okay if i wish for this person to be someone who will help boost my educational and career goals? in honor of my word for 2010: pursue, i have registered at a local college and i have submitted my fafsa application. being that i am unemployed and, seemingly unemployable, (since i have applied to hundreds of jobs in the last 21 months) i am taking matters into my own hands. i am leaving behind a dreadful field (thank you previous job for helping me realize this and sorry to my friends who continue to work in and love this field) to start anew. i'm doing this even though my funds have dried up and i should be out there working full time to help support my family. instead, i am embracing faith and the belief that the stars are aligned in my pursuit of...life, love and happiness.